Inhansed - Leave Lyrics

You didn't want me to go
But I been begging to leave
When we call on the phone
I never feel me
I hate when we're both alone
But I feel so insecure
I can't take it no more
I think it's time to leave
It's hard to part ways but I'm thinkin' that its best
Lookin' back on older days, you were actin' like I'm less
Been tryna' find a place inside my heart or my chest
To finally bury whats left and put the feelings to rest
From the start I shoulda' knew, everything that you would do
I'd either be a punching bag or the one you'd abuse
I wasnt equal to you, you'd remind me everyday
You would go outta your way just to rain on my parade
I was stupid to stay, I be the first to admit it
But it can never take away all the hurt I was feeling
When you would call me at night. We would bitch about life
Tried to help you every time you say you needed advice
I was tryna' do right, you'd rather leave me on the ground
Every time I built you up you were tearing me down
Wow... I've thought about apologizin' to you
But it only makes me realize; there ain't nothin' it would do
You didn't want me to go
But I been begging to leave
When we call on the phone
I never feel me
I hate when we're both alone
But I feel so insecure
I can't take it no more
I think it's time to leave
But I believe that you loved me, I honestly do
You'd always do sweet things when it was just me and you
But when an audience was there, you started latching on to
Any ammo you could use just to heighten ya mood
I mean... all the hurtful, awful, shit you would say
They're the strings you would play with my heart everyday
And I'd just have to sit and wait until next day came
When you would take all the blame and then you'd beg me to stay
I started crushing one day, it wasn't right off the bat
Nah I loved you as a friend 'fore I saw you like that
Going back to your place and I was telling my feelings
And then you laughed in my face, you called me ugly. It's demeaning
How you treated me, you would just flip so easily
One day you're feeling me, next day we seem to be
Sworn forever enemies, for another couple weeks
If this is how it's gonna be I guess it means I'm gonna leave
You didn't want me to go
But I been begging to leave
When we call on the phone
I never feel me
I hate when we're both alone
But I feel so insecure
I can't take it no more
I think it's time to leave
You didn't want me to go
But I been begging to leave
When we call on the phone
I never feel me
I hate when we're both alone
But I feel so insecure
I can't take it no more
I think it's time to leave