Isaiah Joseph - Crying In My Soul (feat. Isaiah Brookes) Lyrics

Crying in my soul
Just want tell you how I feel
I'm feeling low
Really hurting deep inside nowhere to go
But if I tell you how I feel
It's really gone get real
I'm scared to show myself for real
Yuh
Pain be hurting just be still
I wish it was that easy, but it's not this flesh I kill
This flesh I drill, my iron got my steel
Angry at myself because inside I'm super ill
Man inside I'm super ill
Understand how I feel
I'm a man that can feel
Was so numb man that's real
Then the Lord He came and healed
He broke me down so I can feel
Just like an onion I got peeled
That's surgery, can't take no pill
Yeah I'm crying crying
Always feel like I keep dying when I'm trying
To love
That's because love is patient and kind
Lord, I want you to be mine
Staying close to you Abba my Father I really don't mind
NO NO NO
Man this surgery be hurting
I don't want to let it go
Momma crying out to you up in the night
Ain't let it show
Father can heal me please because I really wanna grow
But these voices in my head driving me crazy
Saying that "I'm lazy man I almost had a baby"
Before Christ I was in slavery
Man I miss my dad yea it make me sad
Lord my rock, talking to myself
I thought I was so bad
Thought I was so bad
Tryna talk to God, but when I speak it make me mad
But He take delight in me
Psalm 147, reading that
I'm not prefect, but I know the perfect one
I make Him glad
Crying in my soul
When is it ever gon' stop?
When He take my tears away
Amen
Crying in my soul
Just want tell you how I feel
I'm feeling low
Really hurting deep inside nowhere to go
But if I tell you how I feel
It's really gone get real
I'm scared to show myself for real
For real
Crying in my soul