Jacob Tomorrow - THE LOSER LOTTERY Lyrics

We gottem singing so loud made the whole town see
That every motherf*ckers just tryna be free
But when you can't slow down and your 10 drinks deep
Them old feelings come back like a loser lottery
Everybody's just tryna get high
Everybody's just tryna feel fly
Everybody's freaking out when they're able
But not every persons been too mentally stable

So I find myself inside a tavern what's my luck
Give me a double shot the hardest cheap liquor in my cup
Now never have I ever been the party king
But now I'm drunk off some power and I'm regally rowdy
So the kids are slamming down and I've got me a babe
I whispered words in her ear
I whispered words to a lay
I whispered out with a shout
An oxymoron I can see though that
Baby didn't like it so I blew up the casino with a

So now it's late and the kids kicked me out to the street
Walking slower every second quarter left of my drink
Cause I've been sipping and I'm sipping and I'm sipping drinks done
More sober sober every second, sadly reaching for the shotgun
Put it to my head
Pull the trigger trigger trigger and I'm dead and I'm dead and I'm

Everybody just wants to be high (dead)
Everybody just wants to try and feel fly (dead)
Everybody wants to flip a good tarot
And burn their house down burn their cards and their halo
Everybody's tryna be high (dead)
Everybody's tryna be fly (dead)
Everybody's freaking out when their able, lately it's been lame to be mentally stable

So I just sit and think to myself
Are all of these losers just degrading their health
Well it's not easy when everythings please me
So I just stare at the wall like I'm a demon
Demon demon yeah that's how I feel
Cause all these motherf*ckers still believe in free will
But they deserve it I guess cause they can't see
A boy working his ass off just living out his dreams like a

Everybody's tryna get high
Everybody's tryna feel fly
Everybody's freaking out when they're able
But not every persons been too mentally stable
Everybody's signing up because babe its so cheap
It's so easy to be a part of the loser lottery
But one day your life will come back just to bite you
Your wife your kids yourself and the dreams you never even f*cking tried to achieve
Cause you were too busy trying to look cool to everyone else who was also playing
THE LOSER LOTTERY