What if I told you
You're still on my mind?
What if I told you
I see your face all the time?
Every crowd, every cloud
And you're bringing me down
I don't know how to function
Somehow the silence is so loud
Yet I can't make a sound
Been 30 years but I still just can't shake this
Was it my fault? Does it matter?
Can't take this
Does it even make sense?
I am here today not because I want to be
I am terrified
I am here because I believe it is my civic duty to tell you what happened to me.
And it won't make no difference
It won't make no difference
No
It won't make no
What if I told you
You still haunt my dreams?
What if I told you
I'm still bursting at the seams?
Every day has a way of making me still afraid
And I don't know your name
Do you know how many times I've gone through this,
Just to feel the same?
(I still feel the same)
It's been 10 years but I still just can't shake this
Was it my fault? Does it matter?
Can't take this
It doesn't even make sense
Brett's assault on me drastically altered my life
For a very long time, I was too afraid and ashamed to tell anyone these details
And it don't make no difference
It don't make no difference
No
It don't make no difference
It don't make no
No difference
It don't make no
Difference
Difference it don't make no
Difference
It don't make no