Jomari Jintalan - Why am I always alone? Lyrics

I, I tried my best to hide
I tried my best to fake it
But I end up getting tired
Of trying and trying
All night just scrolling through my phone
Staring at an open window
Rereading all our conversations

I have to say I miss the way we were
But now youre gone
Dancing on the kitchen floor at dawn
With you, with you on our tip toes
With tired eyes youd grab by the hand
I know youre scared
Counting questions sleeping in my head
I ask myself
Why am I always alone?

I, I know I needed help
I know I needed saving
Had to pull myself away
From drowning and drowning
My hands, are too weak to be strong
Fighting all my lonely demons
Am I the one to blame?
If I am then Im sorry

I have to say I miss the way we were
But now youre gone
Dancing on the kitchen floor at dawn
With you, with you on our tip toes
With tired eyes youd grab by the hand
I know youre scared
Counting questions sleeping in my head
I ask myself
Why am I always alone?

The truth hurts but the truth is im hurting
Were you supposed to be the one I am searching for
Saw you Knocking on someone else's door
Why'd you let me in if you weren't there

Trying too hard to fix whats been broken
Fighting for you to win in this bloody war

Oh damn, now youre gone and youre happier
Im not in pain, Im just emotional
Im just emotional
You said Im emotional
I don't miss you at all

I have to say I miss the way we were
But now youre gone
Dancing on the kitchen floor at dawn
With you, with you on our tip toes
With tired eyes youd grab by the hand
I know youre scared
Counting questions sleeping in my head
I ask myself
Why am I always alone?