[ Featuring Jaelew ]
When you start rappin' well I'm not actin' Like what you talkin' well I'm not cappin
Come from my soul so I just put the work in She like it hurtin
Mama she had two jobs so she was always workin' So why they tryna play him
Like I ain't never needed none of y'all I stand on ten and then I challenge y'all
And then sit back and watch your mind fall off So why the f*ck they tryna play with me
Don't play with him he'll catch a fed case When I'm sad they say it's showin' my face
If you ask I feel like I'm in last place But they told me that a turtle win race
If I said I had a lot on my plate Would you care or would you laugh at my face
To me see you gon' lie any day But mama said it's gon' be okay
But mama ain't been okay her son he pray for better days
And I'm prayin' for the love to stay But still they all dependin' on me
I see my little brother look up to me But still don't know what he think
See he know big bro come from the streets But he ain't learn what I learned I grew up out East
Tryna teach a man a better way But the shit I saw it turned me to me
Like a needle in the wound while you sleep Or a nigga pull a heater if you frown when you speak
Or go to school the teacher ask where dad? I don't know where he be
That what's confusin' to me I be confused but they don't feel me
And when they tell me Jaelew look what you sayin' Is not friendly
Well if you see my soul is broken why not heal me
Well if he speak on how he feelin' then he know
I told you how I feel but then you flipped it once before
If I tell you that I love you then I love you so and so
She say jaelew I don't like how you be treatin' me no more
Well I ain't been myself with you let go just let me know
When you start rappin' well I'm not actin
But what you talkin' well I'm not cappin
Come from my soul so I just start to punch in whatever I'm thinkin
I drop this shit they say you talented but then they unsend
And I pray to God cause I sin
Don't play with him he'll catch a fed case
When I'm mad they say I start showin' grace
Cause I get up and then I move from that space
Don't want nobody mama to have a bad day
I'm even madder that it show on my face
Tryna be up more talkin' to the new girl she so crazy but I'm a fool
I ain't even known her for that long somehow she know me more
She look me dead up in my eyes and so I tell her more
But I'd be lyin' if I say that's who I been fallin' for
I'm goin' head above the water I can't breathe more
Time looked you in your eyes
Then you look me in mine
Tell me no lies
