[ Featuring Jaelew ]
She said, I pay her no mind, don't like when I tell her no
Something you gotta know
Something I gotta know, it's something you gotta show
She said, I pay her no mind, don't like when I tell her No
This not something you can go find, something you gotta know
She said, I leave her all night, I say at least you know
I say at least you not guessin', you say I always leave you stressin
You always askin' for confessions, like where am I at if I'm not active
Or where am I at if I'm not trappin', I just hope they don't think I'm lackin
Like why bring up shit if that's the past tense, I'm thinkin' on shit that has yet to happen
I'm thinkin' on shit like if this is that, I'm thinkin' that they gon' go tit for tat
Thinkin' that I should just stop talkin', they tryna know what my brain at
They wanna know what my next move, know what I came to do, know what I've been through
But I tell her, no, that's uncomfortable, my mastermind plan, that ain't nothin' to you
Don't speak of my pain, that's my pain, fool, don't talk about my fam, that's my gang, fool
Don't play with my head, I got screws loose, this shit here for real, fool, I'm talkin' to you
That's why I won't f*ck with nobody, tell her I'm just really into somebody
Yeah, I be like, girl, you know you got knowledge, we sit around, we just talk for some hours
I tell her shit, she say, how you don't know, she tell Me chill, the fact I was exposed
She say I get pain I need to let go, I'm askin' her, how Do you know
She say it's the way that I walk, the way that I talk, how I carry myself
I say I take care of myself, I move like I got no one left
I move like it's on me, lookin' in the back, thinkin' about me
Like if you don't love me, you can get from around Me
Like if you not for me, why you act for me
This shit can get ugly, think I'm better off lonely
I do this shit, it's too easy, I remember bein' a-breezy
Back when these bitches didn't need me, now I keep some ice like I'm anemic
You froze my heart, baby, yeah, I'm anemic, when I see you, all I see is a demon
Never knew love could hurt like this, cut deep like this
Glad I got a new bitch, never made me feel useless
Never take my pain and use it, turn it back against me
Now my back against the wall, I told her I never fall
Me and Jaelew gotta ball, for all of the times it was hard
I don't pay you bitches no mind, when I get to the top, you'll know
See me iced out with the same bitch right now that I tell no
This is that love that you hold on to whole time like all night
This is that love that you fall into right place at wrong time
Some of that keep you up all night like all night
You been gone for a long time, somethin' about it Don't feel right
I been stayin' here faithfully, I'm in your head like Maybelline
You in my head, it's like Make believe apologies, it's too late for these
Don't speak on my name, that my name fool, daddy gave me that to hold through the pain foo
He never told me that love would be painful, I don't know why I'm stressin
Second guessin', cause you textin' me
Why you textin' me now
I gotta watch out for bitches, they hatin
I gotta watch out for niggas, they hatin