Lose Myself Video (MV)

I lose myself tonight
I lose myself tonight
I lose myself tonight
Dear lord would you bless this kid
Times gettin pretty hectic again
And I ought a be ashamed only calling your name when I can't make sense of this
Cold world who knew
My hard times greatly outweighed the few
Good that I had lookin back on my past should've died a million times but was saved by you
Under this full moon I vibe
To this tune and write to you
And I gotta keep it real sometime I fee like you forgot me too
All the hardships my hearts been through
All the prayers that I sent out to you
Seemed unanswered
I didn't have a clue that it was your love which got me through
Pain burned in my heart and replaced love too
I've strayed so far away from you
So far that I can't see you
Now I'm lost and afraid and I can't even move
Stuck in the same spot like I'm standing in glue
Years passing me by and I'm still in these shoes
Young not dumb but I didn't have a clue
Of what I really wanted what I needed to do
Was surrender it all
I give it to you
My life my kids the things I do
Pray your blessings bring me through
All these stressful scenes straight to you
By your side I need to move
In the light imma stand right next to you
Struggling with life and I don't wanna lose
For I lose myself lord I cry out to you

I lose myself tonight
I lose myself tonight

I couldn't love myself
I didn't know how to
If I can't love myself then how could I love you
How could I do the thing that you needed me to do
How can I transcend
How do I break through
Help me break the chains of the sins I'm bound to
My faiths fading fast help me make it like new
Set me free from my past its your future I'll pursue
I know all things can be done through you
I just gotta keep my faith and give all praise to you
Its easier to say then it is to do
Its easier to sin then it is not to
Especially when it seems like the worlds against you
Everyday you wake up the odds stack against you
For every step I try to take I gotta take back two
How can I win if I'm destined to lose in a world full of sin I was searching for truth
I was searching for you
Your word is the truth
So I pass on my burdens to you
No longer on my shoulders I'm free to move
Don't know where I'm going but I'm walking with you
So my faiths in you
I trust in you
Tell me what you need and I promise I'll do
Planted your seed imma water it too
Freed from the sins I held onto I grow into
A man that's true
A man that no longer needs to hide from you
No sins in my heart I confide in you
No darkness around only light near you
Lord bless my enemies
Families too
Give them the strength that they need to push through
Anything that's holding them back from you
I hope you hear these prayers before I lose

I lose myself tonight
I lose myself tonight

For we wrestle not against flesh and blood
But against principalities
Against powers
Against the rulers of the darkness of this world
Against spiritual wickedness in high places
Ephesians chapter six verse twelve
I lose myself tonight