Kaos Lost Angels - Indestructible Lyrics

I'm putting up my defense
Because I'm right on the edge
And I'm not indestructible
I'm not indestructible

My heart is under repair
As if you even would care
That I'm not indestructible
I'm not indestructible

I used to wear my heart on my sleeve
Took so many shots it was hard to believe
It's too bad you never stay, you just leave
And when I need your smile, nowhere to be seen

In my head I always knew you wouldn't stay
But I thought you'd always leave me this way
Now my heart's cold, feeling so jaded
Reminiscing bout my mistakes and I hate it

If I could do it all again, I won't change
But seeing where we ended up is so strange
Swore you'd always be there to the very end
And if nothing else, then we'd always be friends

But now when I reach out, I hear nothing
You're out there somewhere, probably frontin
And if this the way it is, I can't touch ya
Your heart is bulletproof, but I'm not indestructible

I'm putting up my defense
Because I'm right on the edge
And I'm not indestructible
I'm not indestructible

My heart is under repair
As if you even would care
And I'm not indestructible
I'm not indestructible

So now I float around with no trust
Tryin' to move on but still thinkin' bout us
Look like I'm all together, put on a happy face
I find it impossible to find my happy place

If I could get you out my mind, I'd say go
Cause when you're gone, time be movin' too slow
Torture myself, sittin' here with my thoughts
Tryin' to pass the time, but these girls are just lost

Don't wanna put someone else in your place
I'm just tryin' to go and fill up empty space
But it's hard when I picture your face
Like a prisoner who can't plead his case

I wouldn't wish this kind of pain on my enemy
You're either with me or against me, no in-between
Gave you the time and space, wasn't rushin' ya
Your love is a landmine and I'm not indestructible

I'm putting up my defense
Because I'm right on the edge
And I'm not indestructible
I'm not indestructible

My heart is under repair
As if you even would care
And I'm not indestructible
I'm not indestructible

Now the memories last longer than you
And the things that you promised weren't true
And I honestly wish that I never knew her
Even my perfect words couldn't never move her

You can't even hear me now, you're so hard-headed
And now I shut down, my whole heart's deaded
And now I'm moving on and I hope that it f*cks with you
This song hits a nerve proves you're not indestructible

I'm putting up my defense
Because I'm right on the edge
And I'm not indestructible
I'm not indestructible

My heart is under repair
As if you even would care
And I'm not indestructible
I'm not indestructible