Vacant Video (MV)

Vacant in the heart don't want to be like me
I've seen too many things I can't unsee
Been too many things I can't un-be
Praying that my seed don't want to be like me
Give up my last breath so he could be free
And not live life so tortured like me
Find his worth, so it can set me free
All of y'all can just let me be
Y'all never even really gave a f*ck about me
Died for your sins, that's blasphemy
If you ride for your kin, then blast for me
Split the pie w/ with your man don't tax for free
Make sure that the dough splits evenly
Make sure that the counts right Ps and Zs
Hate in their heart fam act Greedily
Money separates blood speedily
What's it mean to me? Get that greenery
Try and improve your scenery
Cuz you can't get nothing in life for free
You'll barely even be a memory
I'm vacant impatient tired of waiting
Tired of the life I'm faking
Tired of playing
Tired of taking
Tired of being so motherf*cking tired of waking
I'm vacant I'm spacing I'm facing all the moves I'm making
Tired of bringing home the bacon
Tired of my fake ass friends
Tired of the lives that's taken
Tired of feeling naked feeling mistaken
One step away from breaking
Ground shaking like the earth quaking
Only one move away from Satan
Vacant in the heart don't want to be like me
I've seen too many things I can't unsee
Been too many things I can't un-be
Praying that my seed don't want to be like me
Give up my last breath so he could be free
And not live life so tortured like me
Find his worth, so it can set me free
All of y'all can just let me be
Cold lonely and naked Left my heart vacant
Lost my self esteem, everyone's taken
Losing my soul worse than losing my wealth
Everyday hate myself just for hating myself
How can I love when I can't love myself
Love for my Son, but it's strange how I felt
Couldnt give a f*ck about everyone else
Didn't know where to go if I needed some help
Look at all the jealous ones hating
Success is really motivating
And I ain't even t playing
Too many years of wasted slanging
Raised on the streets of Los Angeles
If you ain't fam To us then we scandalous
And we ain't really even down to trust
Shooters cracked off that Angel dust
Old school riding back of the bus
Rolling on that rough tough and dangerous
Fear is bigger than fame to us
To the ones I trust don't want to bang with us
And to the rest y'all could never hang with us
No changing up I'm still hanging tough
Those shot up and caught up I say whaddup
Say Whaddup Say Whaddup
Vacant in the heart don't want to be like me
I've seen too many things I can't unsee
Been too many things I can't un-be
Praying that my seed don't want to be like me
Give up my last breath so he could be free
And not live life so tortured like me
Find his worth, so it can set me free
All of y'all can just let me be