Katana Lei - Not Near Lyrics

Lately you been calling me calling me calling me up
Lately you been calling me up yeah
Lately I been feeling f*cked feeling f*cked feeling f*cked up
Lately I been really f*cked up yeah
In the past I was trying
Tryna be all that you want
Tryna be ya everything yeah yeah
Lately I been focused on school getting money and such yeah
You needed me
When
When I was ready to leave
And
I needed you
When
When you was ready to cheat
Ready to cheat
Not sure what I need now
You gave me reasons to believe
In
Believe in myself again
Realized that no ones my friend
Dont nobody like me anyway
Stopped trusting people
Shit I stopped trusting myself
Stopped trusting myself
Wanted revenge
Needed you to feel what I felt
Feel what I felt
That shit was dead wrong
Though it made me the woman I am
So
Baby I was wrong
I am quite grateful that I went to places you been yeah
I was looking crazy
I was looking crazy when you was here
Was here
Now Im going crazy that your not near
Your not near
I was looking crazy when you was here
Was here
Now Im going crazy that your not near
Your not near me
I was looking crazy when you was here
Was here
Now Im going crazy that your not near
Your not near
I was looking crazy when you was here
When you was here
Now Im going crazy that your not near
Your not near me now
Struggling wondering thinking bout where have you been
Thinking bout where have you been yeah
Thinking bout all the times I was all over that dick
All over that good good yeah
Pretty sure someone else never gone make you this sick
Achoo
When
You think about me
F*cking all over somebody
Somebody else
Cause I be f*cked up when I think about you loving on them
I be really f*cked up yeah
My heart be in pieces
Then I have to pick myself up
Again
Pick myself up yeah
Took a couple months
Traveling
Battling
Slowly unraveling
Emotionally panicking
Channeling energy
Of demons I already locked up yeah
I was looking crazy
I was looking crazy when you was here
When you was here
Now Im going crazy that your not near
Your not next to me
I was looking crazy when you was here
When you was here
Now Im going crazy that your not near
Your not next to me
I was looking crazy when you was here
You was here with me
Now Im going crazy that your not near
Your not next to me
I was looking crazy when you was here
When you was here with me
Now Im going crazy that your not near
Your not near me now
Oou ooooouu
I was going crazy
Crazy
Your not
That your not
Your not
Your not near me
Now