Lori Michaels - Living My Life Out Loud Lyrics

I thought I could live ordinary
Thinking the stars wouldn’t fade away.
My heart will never ever justify all of the
choices that I’ve made
I’ve been burning like a fire in the midst of the rain
I know you can feel my desire, but can you feel my pain?
Now baby you had me in a corner
It was the right place, right time
You were a wanna-be high roller until I looked deep in your eyes
And it came as a big surprise
I thought the world of you
Took me long to realize but then I learned the truth
(see) Everyone told me I should have known better
You turned my trust into your broke-ass lies
Words hit harder than hate in any weather
I should have pressed fast forward or rewind
I gotta save myself from the storm
I can’t give up right now
While your living it up and down
I’m gonna show the world that I’m living my life out loud
The media’s all up in my face and it’s driving me up a wall
And while you’re crying out my name
I won’t catch you when you fall
Cause you’re too much to carry
Not to mention you did me wrong
I know it ain’t necessary but your making me headstrong
It’s so hard to move on, the world is seeing my bad days
Rumors chasin’ me for so long-dig it
Me and the girls ain’t just a phase
Don’t make me put the guilt on you
But I gotta do what I gotta do
You’ve been acting so lame
Well, playing your dirty games
Everyone told me I should have known better
You turned my trust until your broke-ass lies
Words hit harder than hate in any weather
I should have pressed fast forward or rewind
I gotta save myself from the storm
I can’t give up right now