Lyrical Affair - Memories Lyrics

[Verse 1:]
Liquor tastes better than swallowing my pride
It burns so good as the tears leave my eyes
I never thought we could come to this
But would it be wrong if I'm loving this?
I'm up all night and I f*cking bawl
I used to be a man now I feel f*cking small
Are you happy? tell me you love this.
Look me in my eyes hunny, tell my you want this.
Wipe away my tears as I'm drowning in my sorrows
You never meant a damn thing, were you words borrowed?
Well, f*ck you. I can't sleep a f*cking second.
I hope you take these words to heart, cause I meant it.

[Hook:]
I got my cup filled up as I swallow all of my pain
The grey goose drowns out all of my memories of me
And you never cared for me, you never meant a word you said
It's clouding up my memory as I lay awake in bed

You lie to me, and all these memories don't mean shit to me so take them and throw them away, throw them away.

[Verse 2:]
How could you lie to me? I pray it was a dream.
Shake me, wake me up, it's not as bad as it seems.
I still see your number when I close my eyes
I never seen it coming, you kept a big surprise
I coulda killed that motherf*cker when I seen him there
You're lucky that I didn't break his jaw and leave him there
I swear I coulda tore every inch of his heart out
Let me tell you how my nightmares start out
You and me are sitting directly beside each other
He comes in, cold sweats, and we don't know each other
I'm just a ghost standing there as you kiss him
I kill that piece of shit and laugh as you miss him
Cry, let it out, go on and start to show
Pound the door, get into it, show him what you're about
Haha, you think I'm crazy? you ain't seen the half
I dig him up and on his coffin is my autograph

[Hook:]
I got my cup filled up as I swallow all of my pain
The grey goose drowns out all of my memories of me
And you never cared for me, you never meant a word you said
It's clouding up my memory as I lay awake in bed