The Looms - Heartbreak Kid Lyrics

It's half past 3, I'm still in bed
It's been pitch black since everyone left
Nothing's more fragile than my self esteem
And I'm late to every place I gotta be
Tryna keep it together as I crumble apart
Every dream I have's another crack in my heart
Feeling alone is all I've ever known
And why is there a hole in every sock that I own?

In the end things are what they seem
I've dream't a thousand broken dreams
The grave's been dug, the eulogy writ
Here he lies- the Heartbreak Kid

If there's no god, that would make sense
There's no way he'd ever create such a mess
You hear my laughter, its just a disguise
I see disappointment in everyone's eyes
I fell on the ground and I'm covered in dirt
I try to get back up but it never works
Sleepless nights and cigarettes
I failed you all, go hedge your bets

In the end things are what they seem,
I've dream't a thousand broken dreams.
The grave's been dug, the eulogy writ:
Here he lies- the Heartbreak Kid.

How many names have been forgotten?
I can't begin to explain
But I remember everything (Everything)
How many lives were lived for nothing?
Can't reap what you don't sow
So many died without a home (Without a home)

In the end things ripped at the seams
I can't take one more broken dream
Lower me down, the headstone read
"Here he dies, the Heartbreak Kid!"

In the end things are what they seem
I've dream't a thousand broken dreams
The grave's been dug, the eulogy writ
Here he lies- the Heartbreak Kid