Petey's Struggle Video (MV)

And I got sent away to children's hospitals
Ya know
I f*cking
I just got thrown in house arrest
I was always a troubled kid
So
I started searching for other shit
In drugs
Ya know there's nev- did
I never did pills
Ya know
I would do coke here and there
Have you ever felt pain
That's been bottled inside your membrane
You can barely stand so you fall down
And you try to get up but you lost now
You try to raise your hand but you blacked out
From the cocaine, drugs, what a turnabout
You don't got no reason to judge me
Life's a bitch this is Chris Story
Have you ever felt pain
That's been bottled inside your membrane
You can barely stand so you fall down
And you try to get up but you lost now
You try to raise your hand but you blacked out
From the cocaine, drugs, what a turnabout
You don't got no reason to judge me
Life's a bitch this is Chris Story
I've must've lost my brain
But I was young so I couldn't maintain the strain, I'm feeling drained
I couldn't take it out on family, I'm on my knees, God please forgive me, I'm sorry
Chris had this life that he was living
Troubled kid breaking the windows in buildings
At 13 he needed supervision
But a young mind can't be held from his own will and
Thrown at children's hospital
Got house arrest he feels brittle
Can't take the stress I'm burning inside
A part of him's lost since his homie died
He can't sleep and he barely eats
Now all he just feels is defeat
Now I wish I could go back in time
To give him advice that he would revise
Now he's officially on heroin
Day by day when's it gonna end
One part of my brain telling me stop
And another says f*ck it I don't wanna stop
Bag after bag after bag
Fall asleep, wake up with another bag
Hits it up now he overdoses, his body's frozen
His brother comes and in he is just screaming momma help me please
My brothers fallen, call 911 and I'll try to revive him
And momma's scared shitless, so she stands besides him, attempting to save him
And momma's shouting, boy why'd do this
I can't lose you, you breaking my heart
I bet you didn't even think about us
Why you on drugs?
Have you ever felt pain
That's been bottled inside your membrane
You can barely stand so you fall down
And you try to get up but you lost now
You try to raise your hand but you blacked out
From the cocaine, drugs, what a turnabout
You don't got no reason to judge me
Life's a bitch this is Chris Story
Have you ever felt pain
That's been bottled inside your membrane
You can barely stand so you fall down
And you try to get up but you lost now
You try to raise your hand but you blacked out
From the cocaine, drugs, what a turnabout
You don't got no reason to judge me
Life's a bitch this is Chris Story