Lost Honour - Broken (In the Mind) Lyrics

I close my eyes
Before I fall asleep
Because I need to escape the pain
I embraced

A comforting mind
Softly slips away
I lie awake
Dreaming bout another day

She told me we will never be the same
And I told her there's no way I'll ever change
The way I feel about you
More than my thoughts can see through

I set the challenge to endure myself
Instead I end up embracing hell
I've fallen from my own grace
Just help me escape this place

I wear a smile on my face
But there's a darkness inside
That no one knows about
I hide away every day
And start to dream
That everything is over
And I can't breathe in

Within my skin and bone
I learn to thrive on my own
As I sailed through an ocean of defeat
I'm fighting in a voyage of despair

The deceit within me
The darkness that makes me stronger
I followed my dreams
But instead I ended up here

Her wrist, his blade and my scars
I don't know how we got this far
Because death is nothing at all
Just an ending to a beginning

I sold those lies and broken dreams
To engage what really makes me me
As my thoughts take over me
I can't even see

I wear a smile on my face
But there's a darkness inside
That no one knows about
I hide away every day
And start to dream
That everything is over
And I can't breathe in
No I can't breathe now

I need to slow down
Because If I fall
Who will pull me up
I need to slow down
Because if I fall
Who will pull me up

Why do I always love what I can't get
I keep hurting
But I still stand up
I am the burden of youth
Blegh

I wear a smile on my face
But there is a darkness inside
That no one knows about (I care too much)
I hide away every day (I'm by myself)
And start to dream (And let me die)
That everything is over (And let me die)
And I can't breathe in (Break over it)
I wear my face
Behind my skin
My own worst enemy
Is only me
I wash away
And escape my fate
When everything is over
And I can't breathe in
No I can't breathe now

I have forgotten
But still scars do...