Withering S(a)nity Video (MV)

I wish I found a home that was warm
With every second under
I become torn at the source
Blinded by the silence
I cannot feel anything
Coughing silently
The blood is burning me
My heart is tearing
Between the lies I fall
Through the sky
The darkness
Glaring at me
What the f*ck can I see
With the sun burning out
And the flames between the lies
Burn out
Touch the silence
Embrace me
Kill the liars
Become the heartache
Fear the sunrise
I wish I found a home that was warm
With every second under
I become torn at the source
From all the pain
I can't take it anymore
I settle in the dust
And call it my home
I finally become lost
I have nowhere to go
I'm losing everyone in my life
I can't help it if I lose myself tonight
No I don't want to die
But I can't stand to f*cking live anymore
F*ck you
F*ck you
Self reliance
Self defiance
Marks control of my values
I love to hate myself its how I stay alive
I fight the pressure
I know nothing better
Than trusting nobody
I don't even trust myself
This hell that I find
It overpowers my f*cking mind
Kick it
I wish I found a home that was warm
With every second under
I become torn at the source
From all the pain
I can't take it anymore
I settle in the dust
And call it my home
I finally become lost
I have nowhere to go
I trust no one
Not even me
I think my mind is gone
My withering sanity
You think you know me well
Well I disagree
You see
When I open up my heart
It's to f*cking set the silence free
Ugh
The silence
Fear is the enemy
Blegh
I hate myself to stay a-f*cking-live
I hate myself to stay alive
I hate myself
F*ck
I wish I found a home that was warm
With every second under
I become torn at the source
From all the pain
I can't take it anymore
I settle in the dust
And call it my home
I finally become lost
I have nowhere to go
I wish I found a home
That was warm
With every f*cking second under
No
I become torn at the f*cking source
I hate myself to f*cking stay alive
I wish I found a home
It wasn't cold
That wasn't cold
I wish I found comfort
Inside my head
Inside of my skin
I wanna live again
I wanna live my friend
I wanna live again