Lovvell - Calm Me Down Lyrics

Yeah, sometimes when you're down and out
Just think that there are people who are going through the same things as you are
So the best thing you can do is just sit and sonder

The real me is now fading away
The voices and whispers, they now trynna belay
Knife in my hand, standing at the doorway
Take one step in and there's no coming back the same way
Did I even make my own choices
Woke up next to a girl, lying senseless
Scared to even check her pulse, how can I be so careless
Can' t trust my own thoughts, misled and helpless
Paranoia settling in, it's f*cking relentless

Pull me back to the shore, I'm about to drown
Just f*cking calm me down
F*cking calm me down
Hand me my juice
Hand me some xans or a bottle of booze
Only way to stop this mental abuse
My mind won't rest that easy, it's f*cking abstruse
Am I abusing these drugs or am I the one being abused
Am I the one being abused
Am I
Am I the one being abused

Yeah, I know I need someone to pull me through
But that's not something I look forward to
Yeah my words may get misconstrued
But that can't stop me from saying my truth
Excuse me Eve, why'd you have to pluck the forbidden fruit
If it were me, I'd burn the whole tree, every branch, every f*cking root
Just take a seat, right there and gaze at the burning wood
Tired of hiding behind these tears of a clown
Just f*cking calm me down
Calm me down, calm me down
Hand me my juice
Hand me some xans and a bottle of booze
Only way to stop this mental abuse
Misused
So f*cking glued
Am I abusing these drugs or am I the one being abused
Am I the one being abused
Am I the one being abused