Maesyn - Long Division Lyrics

I’m a self-hater, I’m an overstater
I’m an undercover unrefined communicator
I don’t want to talk about it, Gonna have to live without it
If I let you taste my blood, your heart might flood
Ain’t no doubt about it

I’m a late bloomer, I’m a false assumer
I’m a hypochondriac before I got the tumor
I’m the king of your delusion, mastermind of my contusion
I got rubber in my soul, you know I’m good at jumping to conclusions

CH
I don’t know how I can learn to let you love me
But holy cow it feels like I’ve been afraid that you’re above me

V
There is one intelligence that governs the world in which you live
The experience that you call your life: your collection of perceptions.
The grass is growing, the wind is blowing, your heart is beating, the sun is pulsing on your face.
The wind breathes, you breathe. Your lungs fill themselves, effortless. Reminding you that you’re perpetually sustained, nourished by oxygen, vibrating vapor, fuel, love.
Feel your breath, inhale the air, the oxygen, the medicine, down deep into your lungs. Healing energy for every cell in your body, your temple, your personal portal to divine connective experience.
When you exhale you feel the darkness vacuumed from the depths of your neglected crevices.
Forgive yourself! Forgive yourself!
Exhale your pain, fear, resentment, anxiety, shame doubt, negativity, judgment, all that which separates your from loving and receiving love. From fully experiencing the potential of your life.
You let go! You are Now. Here!
Surrender to forgiveness, love, peace, release, acceptance of what has been. And you realize that everything that has occurred in your life has been perfect.

CH
I don’t know how I can learn to let you love me.
Holy cow it feels like I’ve been afraid that you’re above me.
In this web I’ve spun, you’re the One I’ve always needed
To teach me how to cut my nails and stop my bleeding.

V
Been a self-hater. Been an overstater.
Been an undercover unrefined communicator.
I don’t want to talk about it
‘cause I choose to live without it
If you choose to taste me in your blood, your heart’s gonna flood, ain’t no doubt about it.

I am awakening, you are awakening.
Oh the freedom, oh the beauty, oh the peace.
What are you grateful for?
(The light would not shine so brightly without the dark)
What are you grateful for?
You are awakening, you are awake, you are the light!