Mike Cortes - Blessed Lyrics

Okay the grass is green on my side
What does it matter if I stay in all the time?
Oh, I've become so good to blending in
I can't remember who I am

I get so anxious
I'm embarrassed being happy
And I look around the room like everybody's laughing at me
Ain't it funny?
It's exactly what they're thinking too
So why's it every time I talk to you…

…you tell me I'm blessed?
Cause there's beatin' in my chest
Though I'm feeling so depressed
And my life is such a mess - I'm blessed?
Cause everything could change
Though I'm feeling so deranged
I could hardly take the pain in my head

Tell me do you feel what I feel?
Tell me how I'm supposed to feel – blessed?
Tell me do you feel what I feel?
Tell me how I'm supposed to feel – blessed.

You know I'm trying to have a good time
But all these voices in my head tryin' to change my mind
Though I've become so good at listening
To who they tell me that I am

I get so anxious
I'm embarrassed being happy
And I look around the room like everybody's laughing at me
Ain't it funny?
It's exactly what they're thinking too
So why's it every time I talk to you…

…you tell me I'm blessed?
Cause there's beatin' in my chest
Though I'm feeling so depressed
And my life is such a mess - I'm blessed?
Cause everything could change
Though I'm feeling so deranged
I could hardly take the pain in my head

Tell me do you feel what I feel?
Tell me how I'm supposed to feel – blessed?
Tell me do you feel what I feel?
Tell me how I'm supposed to feel – blessed.

Cause there's beatin' in my chest
Though I'm feeling so depressed
And my life is such a mess – I'm blessed.
Cause everything could change
Though I'm feeling so deranged
I could hardly take the pain in my head

Tell me do you feel what I feel?
Tell me how I'm supposed to feel – blessed?
Tell me do you feel what I feel?
Tell me how I'm supposed to feel – blessed.

[Thanks to xos.moha for adding these lyrics]