machaven - raise my defenses Lyrics

The moment's passed
I'm tryna move along
I know you love to say you're never wrong
I'm not awake
So here we are
Feeling the weight
We carry on
I hate the silence of the stereo
I'm taking drives and don't know where to go
Was hoping I
Could share it all
But I get high
And never call
(Forever young)
Forgive me I'm
Not good with names
I'm focused on keeping down the pain
I'm self-obsessed
To think you're mine
It's self-induced stress
From losing light
And if I can't live unless I fight
I'm so upset with what I control
I hope I don't-

I don't wanna move on no more
I'm waking up late and I'm so bored
I'm crying all night on the dance floor
I'm tweakin' out
I been on a solo mission
To understand what's been missing
They'll switch up on you in an instant
So I raise my defenses
(Sorry)
(I scared you away)
Totally fine or over the line
Figure it out it's all in your mind

I tried to tell her how it's gotta go
I want somebody that nobody knows
I know it's not
The way it goes
I'll do my best
With what I chose
I hate the silence of the stereo
I'm taking drives and don't know where to go
I'm not awake
So here we are
Feeling the weight
We carry on
(Forever young)

Forgive me I'm
Not good with names
I'm focused on keeping down the pain
I'm self-obsessed
To think you're mine
It's self-induced stress
From losing light
And if I can't live unless I fight
I'm so upset with what I control
I hope I don't-

I don't wanna move on no more
I'm waking up late and I'm so bored
I'm crying all night on the dance floor
I'm tweakin' out
I been on a solo mission
To understand what's been missing
They'll switch up on you in an instant
So I raise my defenses
(I don't wanna move on no more)
Totally fine or over the line
(I'm waiting up late and I'm so bored)
Figure it out it's all in your mind
(I'm crying all night on the dance floor)
I'm tweakin' out