Mamey - NEW SCARS (feat. Franklin Calderón) Lyrics

This feeling happens often
I won't even lie
I know I'm getting older
Time done pass me by
Can you heal my wounds?
'Cause I don't want new scars
Can you heal my wounds?
'Cause I don't want new scars
Can you heal my wounds?
I just wanna know
What the f*ck is going on
Why this deals keep going wrong
I'm on this all alone
Struggles I can't share with nobody
Secrets I gotta keep to myself
I write hooks in the middle of a party
But stare at the celling when I'm by myself
Asking the concrete heaven
What is real, what is fake?
Most times can't find the right answer
Maybe I need help
Let you in for a while
Let you be my reason to smile
Explains all the whys
Unmask all the lies
Which I happen to be full with
Appearance make people be cool with
Me, and what they think I am
I need to change my plan
'Cause this shit ain't working
Everybody waiting on me they keep lurking
So life got me on my knees
Saying please let me be
What I need to be
So I can be at peace
I don't want to succeed
And else
I just want to stop getting L's
This feeling happens often
I won't even lie
I know I'm getting older
Time done pass me by
Can you heal my wounds?
'Cause I don't want new scars
Can you heal my wounds?
'Cause I don't want new scars
Can you heal my wounds?
I just wanna know
My biggest fear is let you or me down
So when that happens is hard not keep a frown
Junk food when I'm depressed
I try to sleep but I cannot rest
F*ck money and checks
I just want to have sex
With my crazy ass ex
And bust all over her chest
Been putting up a fight
With my animal side
Since I can remember
Refuse to let pussy control me
Real life bender
Nowadays that had find a way
To make sure I pay
For all the girls I said bae
Just for the sake of play
And that's okay
Looking back I still wouldn't stay
And that's a lie in your face
'Cause yes, I shoulda let her heal me
Introduce her to real me
Maybe now I wouldn't be so broke
I once was a lovely bloke
Always though it was smart when I let those feelings go
But it takes a pitch black dark to appreciate glow
This feeling happens often
I won't even lie
I know I'm getting older
Time done pass me by
Can you heal my wounds?
'Cause I don't want new scars
Can you heal my wounds?
'Cause I don't want new scars
Can you heal my wounds?
I just wanna know
Faults I constantly neglect
Becomes bad memories I'm used to collect
The imperfections I'm happy to ignore
Results in goodbyes that make me sore
My soul is getting colder
Too much f*cking weight on my shoulders
But I never learned to complain
So I'm using a song to let go off the pain
But I hide it from my troops
Mamey is a bad a example for the youth
I'm just telling y'all the truth...
They say fake it until you make it
But I haven't or at least not yet
The hope to be ranked as the greatest
Is less important than this test
The pressure is on, I can barely breath air
I'm the tortoise, y'all can be the hare
Meaning, come the end of this inning
Imma be the nigga winning
Next to to the goal you gon' me see chilling
Big smile under my big nose
Happy as f*ck, I just thought you should know
That
Even though I always wanted to live fast
Your bitch told me is better if I come last