Max Harry - god! i hate me!!! Lyrics

You said "let's go out" and I said "okay fine"
But I feel like dying, I'm so nervous yeah
You said we're just friends, then why you hold my hand?
And joke with kissing me? Oh
In my mind, I'm so brave yeah
But I'm shy and I blush yeah
In my mind, I'm so brave yeah
But now I'm not
Oh I'm scared, what if we make out tonight
All night, oh God I hate me
I'm so scared it makes me wanna die
I'm lying oh God I hate me
Like what do we talk about? What if I lean first?
I'm all up in my head, I
I'm scared what if we make out tonight?
All night, oh God I hate me
I act like I'm fine, I smile cause you're fun
You said you liked my eyes, what is that supposed to mean?
And oh you're being nice
So nice I could die sinking in your eyes ah
And I write so fearless, but right now I'm trembling
Yeah I write about feelings I can't talk about
Oh I'm scared, what if we make out tonight
All night, oh God I hate me
I'm so scared it makes me wanna die
I'm lying oh God I hate me
Like what do we talk about? What if I lean first?
I'm all up in my head, I
I'm scared what if we make out tonight?
All night, oh God I hate me
What if you're my weakness?
What if you just keep me? Oh oh oh
What if we get married?
Nightmares would be buried, oh oh oh
What if you're my weakness?
What if you just keep me? Oh oh oh
What if we get married?
Nightmares would be buried, oh oh oh
Oh I'm scared, what if we make out tonight
All night, oh God I hate me
I'm so scared it makes me wanna die
I'm lying oh God I hate me
Like what do we talk about? What if I lean first?
I'm all up in my head, I
I'm scared what if we make out tonight?
All night, oh God I hate me
Oh God, I hate me
Oh God, I hate me
Oh God, I hate me
Oh God, I hate me