This is the worst
Existence is hard and it hurts
Learn to cry without making a sound
Cnd it's not ok
It's breaking your back with the weight
You're lost and not worth being found
Cnd so you start to think
It'd be easier to leave this party and leave it left unsaid
It started looping in your head
It'd be easier if you were dead
But you're alive, you're alive, you're alive, you're alive
Even though it's not all alright
Be alive, be alive, be alive, be alive
Be alive, that's enough for tonight
It's harder to breathe
Cnd it's not working counting your threes
'Cause it's loud and it's quiet
Cnd it's vicious and violent
Cnd you're losing your resistance to fight it
When your mind is a minefield and your heart is a riot
Yeah it'd be easier to leave this party
Leave it left unsaid
It started looping in your head
It'd be easier if you were dead
But you're alive, you're alive, you're alive, you're alive
Even though it's not all alright
Be alive, be alive, be alive, be alive
Be alive, that's enough for tonight
You're alive, you're alive, you're alive, you're alive
Even though it's not all alright
Be alive, be alive, be alive, be alive
Be alive, that's enough for tonight
The dark made it case
Cnd you think that it's won
'Til you see that sliver of sun
You're alive, you're alive, you're alive, you're alive
Even though it's not all alright
Be alive, be alive, be alive, be alive
Be alive, that's enough for tonight
You're alive, you're alive, you're alive, you're alive
Even though it's not all alright
Be alive, be alive, be alive, be alive
Be alive, that's enough for tonight