Mike Kowalski - I Am Not a Saint Lyrics

Your presence is wigging me out
There's nothing to talk about
Or so you say when I ask "what's up?"
You're lying through your teeth
Known you too long to let that sneak
I'll listen if you wanna speak
You got upset and said you can't go on anymore
What's the point if all of this feels like a chore?
Can't be bothered to do the things I love anymore
I'm on a bridge throwing myself overboard
Believe me, I hear ya, man
I get it, I understand
Wading through the shit
The past few months have not been kind
She broke your heart, you broke your bike
On top of that, you got sick
But you just can't go calling it quits like that
Keep in mind I'm the only one who's ever had your back
Through all those times - venting sessions, panic attacks
Makes me sick to entertain the thought you're never coming back
I am not a saint, a blessed saving grace
I am not a saint, cursed with no escape
The pressure keeps on building up
I fear that I'll hear you hung it up
And the mourning will begin
(I am not a saint, a blessed saving grace)
And I can hardly stay awake
But if this is just what takes
Then I'll down more caffeine
(I am not a saint, I am not a saint)
I can drive
You just sit back and relax
Relate some stories, bring up your troubled past
That ties to now and how you're on broken glass
Here's my card, run inside while I pump gas
You're clearly not the same
And that's quite okay
You're bound to grow and change
I was once in your place
So please hold on for me
Our friends, your family
You can never be replaced
But I am not a saint