Time Spent Video (MV)

I done spent a lot of time waiting for your call
Used to feel so much, now I don't feel a thing at all
But this dope got me feeling like I'm ten feet tall
Met this bitch in the club, getting high in the bathroom stall, yea
I can't give a f*ck at all, yeah Can you see them shadows on the wall
Pop that perky then I shake it off, yeah
And drift away until I'm out of this place
I don't feel like myself anymore And I don't expect for you to understand
How the f*ck I don't went from the middleman to counting digits
I'm not talking dividends But I guess that they wasn't listening
I've been searching for a bliss somewhere outside of ignorance
Might stick the key in ignition And move away on all these bitches
That's always pretending and don't even give a shit
Don't even listen to none of that shit that you say when you're spitting it
Certain shit can't be forgiven, I say it enough But for some reason you wasn't getting it
Now I'm getting high and I'm up on the moon Swear that I tried my hardest loving you
But when it get quiet, don't know what to do These demons be smiling at me in my room
And I bet that hell is somewhere close to you Cause Lucifer's calls is always coming through
If I try to run then what good would it do? These nightmares they got a way of coming true
I done spend a lot of time running from myself
Lotta time I couldn't understand all of this pain I felt
But when I'm looking in the mirror I see someone else
Better run away, you're not safe if you can't tell
Told you I would've gave up myself If I hadn't already gave me away
Said I wouldn't even wait on myself What's the odds of me showing up anyway
I done ended up hating myself Only cause I done let you get up in the way
And I figured this message would straighten shit out, in case you wanna know why I've been away
I done spent a lot of time waiting for your call
Used to feel so much, now I don't feel a thing at all
But this dope got me feeling like I'm ten feet tall