Looking ahead, I'm thinking behind
It's time for me to look with open eyes
Build me up, and break me down
It's time for me to look and clarify
Cause when I'm feeling broken
I don't care about anything at all
Cause when I'm feeling taken
I never thought that I'd take the fall
Cause when I think of all the times right back before it all hit me
I didn't want it to turn out like this
Where I've been and where I've gone it doesn't make a difference
I didn't want it to turn out like this
Cause when I've been mistaken
I close my eyes and walk away
And to my misfortune
I'll never see the sunrise today
Cause when I think of all the times right back before it all hit me
I didn't want it to turn out like this
Where I've been and where I've gone it doesn't make a difference
I didn't want it to turn out like this
I'm feeling unforgiven
For regret is such an ugly place
All my time spent searching
But it feels like I'm losing the race
Cause when I think of all the times right back before it all hit me
I didn't want it to turn out like this
Where I've been and where I've gone it doesn't make a difference
I didn't want it to turn out like this
I didn't want it to turn out like this
I didn't want it to turn out like this