MTG MC - Drip/Drown Lyrics

This is a feeling i've felt for too long
It even compelled me to say it in song
I long for this feeling its avant garde
I even been praying up high to my God like
Can you deliver someone? I'll give her
All that she needs and more as long as
She always comes back through the door
See love is an art and I'm not an artist but I'm still starvin
Give me the juice from this forbidden fruit my mouth is
So dry I think it would help, even a drip would be good if I'm not by myself
Gimmie some love before my heart fully dries out

I'm thirsting for some love
A drip would be enough
Don't need to fill my cup
Even the smallest drop
Could have me soaring like an eagle
But damn this feeling sucks
It's like I'm trapped in the desert of solitude
Destitute and I could be saved
If you gave me a drip or two
I'm waiting for rain
I'm waiting for rain
To fll my cup fill my cup yeah
Although I know(I know)
Within my soul
Its gonna be days before I can taste it
That sacred something, I've been waiting so long

If I just open the door, would someone eventually walk in
A girl I could call my own, someone who actually wants me
Maybe they'll come by tomorrow
A cloud in the sky as dark as the night
Thunder'd be trembling all through my body
As water would trickle down and then bounce off me
I know that feeling, it'd be godly
To know in my heart that she really got me
Weather the storm if the boat got rocky
Hold up my cup let it fill up
Drink of the water that I think is love

I'm thirsting for some love
A drip would be enough
Don't need to fill my cup
Even the smallest drop
Could have me soaring like an eagle
But damn this feeling sucks
It's like I'm trapped in the desert of solitude
Destitute and I could be saved
If you gave me a drip or two

Waiting for rain
Waiting for rain
To pour down on me down on me

Went too deep and I lived to regret it
Drowned in the one thing that I thought that I needed

What the f*ck is love? i only heard of it
Never seen anything other than a shadow of it
Thought I had it, even let my cup get full but
An inch of the shits just enough to drown a fool
Imagine what I went through yeah I survived it true
But the residue is still stuck in my lungs
Feel like I'm drowning every time I go out to talk
Cant even go for a walk without the effects getting to me
I read a quote that said that only in grief
Will you truly feel the love that you thought that you needed
The longing for their touch and the need to look in their eyes
Only hits hardest when the connection has died
Your cup was finally full and you went to take a sip
But you choked on the feelings and couldn't bare to stomach it
Then the loneliness it crushes your lungs like your being dragged
Underwater a million miles per hour darks gonna devour
Your existence can you feel it
This is the feeling you wanted huh? isn't it?
The slow drip ended up filling a pool
But you couldn't learn to swim so now you're only falling through