After all of this time
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After every goodbye
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I just wanna know what-
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(What, what, what)
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I find myself in this place again
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I don't know what to call it, but it ain't depressed
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I don't know if I'm here or I'm dead (Dead, dead)
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Buried with the things I regret ('Gret)
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Talking to the wall like a friend (Friend)
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And half the time, I'm dealing with a feeling that I can't define
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Lookin' in my past for a sign (Sign)
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That something's gonna feel like it did (Did)
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But nothin' ever feels like it did, so
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I take a pill everyday
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Try not to think about it
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Wish all my problems away
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Try not to think about it
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But I don't think I can change
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When all I think about is what I used to feel like
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Maybe I should realize
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After all of this time (Time)
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After every goodbye ('Bye)
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I just wanna know what happy feels like
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'Cause I've been wasting my time (Time)
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Always chasin' a high (High)
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I just wanna know what happy feels like
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I thought that money and trust could buy security
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Two things that only enable the thing that's hurting me
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Two things that only enable the insecurities
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And that's the only thing I feel, so, I still
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Take a pill everyday
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Try not to think about it
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Wish all my problems away
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Try not to think about it
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But I don't think I can change
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When all I think about is what I used to feel like
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I just wanna feel right
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After all of this time (Time)
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After every goodbye ('Bye)
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I just wanna know what happy feels like
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'Cause I've been wasting my time (Time)
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Always chasing a high (High)
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I just wanna know what happy feels like
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I tell myself: "It's okay" (Try not to think about it)
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Say: "I can live with the pain" (Try not to think about it)
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Push everybody away (When all I think about is)
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What I used to feel like
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Feels like I'm goin' insane (Try not to think about it)
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I'm even sick when I'm safe (Try not to think about it)
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So, what the f*ck do I say? (When all I think about is)
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What happened to my life?
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What happened to my life? (My life, my life?)
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How can I get some peace and rest? I just wanna know-
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After all of this time (This time)
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After every goodbye (Every goodbye)
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I just wanna know what (What ha- ) happy feels like (What it feels like)
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'Cause I've been wasting my time (Wasting my time)
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Always chasin' a high (Chasin' a high)
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I just wanna know what happy (What happy) feels like
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