I grew up pretending sticks were little guns
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I would point 'em at my dad, and he'd get mad
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'Cause God forbid I'd hurt someone
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I'd hurt anyone I could
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Anyone who got too close, and anyone who wouldn't look
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I was born into a one hundred-year storm
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Foot of ice across Vermont
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And in that dark, and in that frost, a heart was formed
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Malcontented and unwarm
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You were unsuspecting, not unwarned
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That I'm the trouble ahead
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That I scream in my sleep
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You're putting money on red, I'm a sure bet at a losing streak
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I keep showing you doors, but you can't open them up
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'Cause it gets harder to see me the closer you try to look
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I just live here, babe, but you're the one who decided to knock
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And you knocked
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Have you ever stared directly at the sun?
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Have you ever shared some closeness, so exposed
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To have it spit back by someone?
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So, forgive me if I jump
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At the rattle of your keys
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"Oh, are you leaving?," "No, babe, I'm just waking up"
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And now what?
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I'm left staring at the ceiling, listing reasons you should pack all your shit up
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Yeah, I'm the trouble ahead
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And I scream in my sleep
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You're putting money on red, I'm a sure bet at a losing streak
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I keep showing you doors, but you can't open them up
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'Cause it gets harder to see me the closer you try to look
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I just live here, babe, but you're the one who decided to knock
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You knocked
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I'll be gone so long before the anger comes
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I'll be only what you've known of me 'til now
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Oh, how I hope you're moving on
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'Cause I'm the trouble ahead
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And I scream in my sleep
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You're putting money on red, I'm a sure bet at a losing streak
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I keep showing you doors, but you can't open them up
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'Cause it gets harder to see me the closer you try to look
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I just live here, babe, but you're the one
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I just live here, babe, but you're the one
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I just live here, babe, but you're the one
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