Perspective - And I Wait So Long Lyrics

I have a free minute
Oh I take my guitar
Then I write a song
And my worries are so far
Music is my key
To a day with a free mind
These days I am impervious
To trouble of any kind
I discover harmonies
I use chords I cannot call
But then I am not able
To move forward at all
I find a new melody
Music comes from the heart
But writing the lyrics
It is the hardest part

And then I ask myself
What do I want to say
I don't know
I wait for ideas
And I wait so long
And then I ask myself
How can I just explain what I think
How can I put my thoughts into words

I don't want you to listen
My lyrics are too bad
Some are good but much too intimate
The harmony is nice
And the melody as well
But do my words match the songs I create

Music is no effort
I just write it and refine
But I spend some hours
Fighting for new lines
I'm about to freak out
My brain is totally fried
The document stays blank
And there is no end in sight