Forever
Aching heart
Laced with regret
Like acid to lungs
The struggle I face to keep going
The face I struggle to recognise anymore
It's not me (It's not you)
Desperate to carry on
But it's so hard
Living life with regrets of self doing
I don't know what to do with myself
I don't know where I belong
My heart's desire is drowned
Walls closing in on me again
My former self fell victim to me
Look for a reason to carry on
Help me to repair
Forever
Lost in the motion
Contain this self destruction
Fall to despair (forever)
Bleeding eyes
Rolled back for all time
Never to see the light of day
And that won't change
Forced to look at yourself
When will you ever learn
You hurt those that you love
You hurt yourself
A gentle reminder
A spike to pierce the brain
A polite request
Self image will always remain
My former self
Fell victim to me
Look for a reason to carry on
Help me to repair
Forever
Lost in the motion
Contain this self destruction
Fall to despair (forever)
Fall to despair
I will Fall to despair
I'll stay asleep forever
Cos this world does not need me