Real Friends - Maybe This Place Is The Same And We're Just Changing Album Lyrics

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Maybe This Place Is The Same...

Maybe this place is the same...
And we're just changing
Maybe this place is the same...
And we're just changing

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I Don't Love You Anymore

I can't believe you've got the nerve to say you love me
And you left me for dead, I don't love you anymore
I hope you're happy because I don't know you anymore
You were a part of me and now you're just nothing but a memory

No matter how bad I want you in my bed
I know that you found somebody else to be there for you
I'll keep sleeping sideways in my empty bed to fill up the lonely space
I'm just a kid with too much lonely space

Now I'm just like the pictures that you take
I'm nothing but something that once was
Like colors that fade away in the sunlight
They're nothing special like they used to be
They're gone and they're never coming back
No, they're never coming back

I'm gone, and I'm never coming back

No matter how bad I want you in my bed
I know that you found somebody else to be there for you
I'll keep sleeping sideways in my empty bed to fill up the lonely space
I'm just a kid with too much lonely space

I woke up today and realized that what we had is dead
I'm just a part of what was supposed to you
I spent too many years thinking about somebody that doesn't even think about me
Thinking about somebody that doesn't even think about me
Thinking about somebody that doesn't even think about..

No matter how bad I want you in my bed
I know that you found somebody else to be there for you
I'll keep sleeping sideways in my empty bed to fill up the lonely space
I'm just a kid with too much lonely space

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Cover You Up

It's worth those nights where I'm scared to walk to my basement
These four walls, feel like they're caving in
There's pictures of you and me hidden behind my couch
I'll be waiting for the sun to shine through my window well

Am I trying to forget you or just cover you up?
I only miss you late at night when I can't sleep
And get way too honest, I've lost you, so I've got nothing to lose

I used to have an escape
But I ripped the map up a long time ago
So I'll lie to myself and say that I don't care at all
You'll always be hidden in the basement of everything that I love

Am I trying to forget you or just cover you up?
I only miss you late at night when I can't sleep
And get way too honest, I've lost you, so I've got nothing to lose

The only time that I feel fine
Is when I'm parked in front of my house with tears in my eyes
I find comfort in weakness because it's always there for me

You'll always be hidden in the basement
Of everything that I love

Are you trying to forget me or did you cover me up?
I only miss you late at night when I can't sleep
And get way too honest, I've lost you, so I've got nothing to lose

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Old Book

I'm treated like an old book
That was left on the shelf
Everyone underlined what they wanted to read
And forgot the rest
My spine was left worn out and bent
So just take what you want from me
And forget the rest

It really weirds me out
Because I never thought I'd be where I am today
My bones want to tear out of my skin
This isn't where I want to be
Getting older scares the shit out of me
I'm an old book

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Summer

You were easy on my eyes
You were heavy on my heart
I never thought I'd live to see today
You're still in my mind but not in my chest
I'm a little worn out since you f*cking tore me down

You made me believe we had something, I guess that I was wrong
I thought that I would be numb to this by now, I guess I was wrong

I miss you like the summer
Right now I think I need you here
But I don't really need you
I'll get through the winter without you

Stick with me, or don't stick around at all
I was the boy that was too scared and ran away
I was the glue that never dried
You were the girl that made up her mind and left me all alone to die

I miss you like the summer
Right now I think I need you here
But I don't really need you
I'll get through the winter without you

I'll sit on my basement floor
Turn off all the lights and try to not think about you
Just know that when I'm down there, I'll know
That I won't be running through your mind

You were easy on my eyes
You were heavy on my heart

I miss you like the summer
Right now I think I need you here
But I don't really need you
I'll get through the winter without you
And I'll get through the winter without you

You made me believe we had something
Well I guess that I was wrong

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Loose Ends

As the night goes on
I go from feeling out of place to feeling like a ghost
You miss me when I'm gone
But when I'm around it's like I'm hidden behind the paint on the walls
The loneliness will keep me warm tonight
It'll keep me warm seeing as you won't

I know I've got loose ends leaving me to spend
Too many nights driving down dead ends
I guess I'm looking for something more than this

If the open road is my home I'm never leaving
All of the small towns make me throw away my biggest fears
And the big cities make the f*cked up stuff feel smaller

I know I've got loose ends leaving me to spend
Too many nights driving down dead ends
I guess I'm looking for something more than this

When I'm not here does anyone miss my secondhand smoke?
Do you wonder where I am or who I'm with?
Call me a mid-twenty sob story
I can't change the way I feel

I know I've got loose ends leaving me to spend
Too many nights driving down dead ends
I guess I'm looking for something more,
Looking for something more

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Short Song

I found myself in late night drives without a destination
All I had were thoughts about the past
And a list of my favorite songs to keep me company
But I still struggle and lose myself every day
I always find myself lost in every line of all these songs
But I felt better when I saw that this is life
And in life we're gonna cry, in life we're gonna lose sleep
We're gonna feel helpless, but that's how it's got to be

But that's how it's got to be
But that's how it's got to be
But that's how it's got to be
(When you lose yourself you'll find what you're looking for)
But that's how it's got to be
(When you lose yourself you'll find what you're looking for)
But that's how it's got to be
(I'm growing past who I used to be)
But that's how it's got to be
(I'm growing past who I used to be)
But that's how it's got to be
(I'm growing past who I used to be)
But that's how it's got to be

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Sixteen

Just when I think I need someone,
They wrap their arms around my old bones
And I start breaking apart
I walk away from anyone that cares about me
But I swear my skin's not as rough as I make it out to be

The saddest part is I've been distant since I was sixteen
It keeps me up in bed
I'm stuck here with all the choices I've made
And the chances I was too afraid to take

I've called myself young and stupid,
But lately I feel old and desperate
I find it kind of weird how you find yourself
When you have no one
I look for the right things in all the wrong places

The saddest part is I've been distant since I was sixteen
It keeps me up in bed
I'm stuck here with all the choices I've made
And the chances I was too afraid to take

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Spread Me All Over Illinois

Change holds me down to the places I don't want to be
When I wake up I look in the mirror and I see
The person that's been scaring me away from moving on
And getting out of my house
I end my nights in the same spot that I told myself I would leave

I want to come home and have it be like it was before I left
I'm starting to see that I keep leaving alone in the past
Since loneliness will never leave my hand

I can't shake it off
Always a fight between my past,
My head, and my heart, you can cut me up
And spread me all over Illinois

I can't, I can't find myself
Since loneliness will never leave my mind
I'm stuck and I feel like I'm the only one
I end my nights in the same spot that I told myself I would leave

I want to come home and have it be like it was before I left
I'm starting to see that I keep leaving alone in the past
Since loneliness will never leave my hand

Did I get left behind?
Or is everybody else just hiding that they're lost

Loneliness will never leave my mind
Loneliness will never leave my mind

Did I get left behind?
Or is everybody else just hiding that they're lost

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To: My Old Self

I spend my nights thinking the worst
And telling myself that everything's going to work out
I keep kicking myself in the mouth
Opening up every cut that should be a scar by now

I need the hope I always tell my friends about
I need the hope I always tell my friends about

I sleep with the TV on, it covers up my feelings about the past
Here I am lying awake thinking about how things used to be

I'm sick and tired
I'm sick and tired of being at the same old place in my head
Give me peace of mind
I always backtrack to my old self
When I'm holding on to despair and cracks in my life
I'm holding when I need to let go

I sleep with the TV on, it covers up my feelings about the past
Here I am lying awake thinking about how things used to be

Doubt is the soil that fear grows in
I'm dirty from head to toe
Doubt is the soil that fear grows in
I'm dirty from head to toe
Doubt is the story of how fear grows in
I'm dirty from head to toe
I'm dirty from head to toe
I'm dirty from head to toe

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I Think I'm Moving Forward

When I get stopped by a train on my drive home
I don't let it get to me like the rest of the world
I smile and think about how much I've grown over this year
It gives me time to open my mind and know that...

I'm moving forward just like that train
I'm moving forward just like that train

On its own happiness won't get me over anything
Being broken opens my eyes, wide enough to see
I'm doing just fine without you
I hope that I'm fine without you

I've laid to rest the shit that was always out of my hands
I finally sent all my skeletons away
Like everything I couldn't fix and people I couldn't change
Konstantine always tore me apart and made me cry
Now I hear that song and know that...

I'm moving forward just like that train
I'm moving forward just like that...

On its own happiness won't get me over anything
Being broken opens my eyes, wide enough to see
I'm doing just fine without you
I hope that I'm fine

Happiness, won't get me over this
Happiness, won't get me over anything, over anything
Being broken opens my eyes, wide enough to see

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...And We're Just Changing

When I heard my parents cry
I realized that we're all lost kids
Trying to find our way home
Blood is thicker than water
And I still feel like everyone I love forgot how to swim
At least there are pictures of my sister and me
Hanging on the wall in my garage
They always give me peace of mind
They always give me peace of mind

Maybe this place is the same and we're just changing
I'm starting to see that
We're always changing
It's just so weird to think that we're always changing

I still love you mom and dad
But I feel more at home when I'm away from here
I'll never find anything in this dead place
My heart's been buried in the midwest
And I've been digging out for the past three years
For the past three years

I never spent my youth thinking of half the shit I'd go through
Living in the past never helped me
Last night I drove past the house that I grew up in
And tried to find that happiness

Living in the past never helped me
Or anyone move forward
There's no love, no growth for me here
Anymore, anymore

I still love you mom and dad
But I feel more at home when I'm away from here
I'll never find anything in this dead place
My heart's been buried in the midwest
And I've been digging out for the past three years
For the past three years

Maybe this place is the same and we're just changing
I know this place is the same and that I'm changing
And I'm just