In My Mind Video (MV)

My heart, my soul, my mind is havin' me blind
Still can't find my way
My life is outta line
People be sayin' I look like I'm really chill
But in reality I may be f*ckin' ill
Kill a clown comin' down gonna slash you up and down
Turn your world upside down
Turn that smile into a frown
You know I'm a threat
Lock me in a shed
Can't you hear the voices inside of my motherf*ckin' head
Sippin' on lean
Smokin' this green
Feelin' like I'm Charlie Sheen
Bitch you know I'm mean
You know how it is
Gotta treat 'em to keep 'em keen

I don't wanna waste your time
So why do you keep wastin' mine
Can't you see the pain in my eyes when you stop me from suicide
That's alright
'Cause if I live because of you then I don't mind
Givin' me your hand we're just like an unbreakable band
I don't wanna waste your time
So why do you keep wastin' mine
Can't you see the pain in my eyes when you stop me from suicide
That's alright
'Cause if I live because of you then I don't mind
Givin' me your hand we're just like an unbreakable band

You're so damn kind
I can feel you numbing the pain, in my heart, in my mind
Every single living embodiment of mine
I don't wanna be right anymore
Ain't got time for that anymore
I'd rather take notice to the small things, the big things, anything but that
I don't mean to be a threat to you
I only wanna feel for you, be there for you and keep callin' you my boo
Baby you know I'll choose you
You're my light and direction
The core of my resurrection
Showin' me kindness and mindfulness
Givin' me a sense of fulfillment
I don't wanna die when I'm waitin' for you
'Cause I wanna see your body and you
It brings us closer and closer
I wanna move over to you
I don't wanna waste a moment
If it's with you

I don't wanna waste your time
So why do you keep wastin' mine
Can't you see the pain in my eyes when you stop me from suicide
That's alright
'Cause if I live because of you then I don't mind
Givin' me your hand we're just like an unbreakable band
I don't wanna waste your time
So why do you keep wastin' mine
Can't you see the pain in my eyes when you stop me from suicide
That's alright
'Cause if I live because of you then I don't mind
Givin' me your hand we're just like an unbreakable band

How the f*ck am I meant to love somebody when I hate myself
I don't wanna f*ckin' mend it, I just wanna f*ckin' end it
Don't try and bend it
I can't see myself in the mirror
All I see is the reaper
Am I blind or outta my mind
I guess I'll only know in time
Time again
See these bitches be lippin' again
They say we be shippin'
They don't even know what they mean
They seem too f*ckin' keen
It's becoming shit all to me
Bitch, get a load of me