Rad - Reaper Lyrics

If I choose suicide what will you decide
I can see it in your eyes your the reaper in disguise
Making me hate this life take my soul with your scythe
All these mother f*ckers can't see the tears in my eyes

What a f*ckin' surprise
I be hatin' on this life
All I see is f*ckin' darkness and your sniggering joker smile
Hysteria in my mind
Nothing ever f*ckin' shines
Except for your reaper scythe
Know now rad cannot cry
I don't get angry
I get demonic
All you bitches know that I'm on it
Watchin' me drink this gin and tonic
Don't give a f*ck
That I can't control my emotions
You be followin' these motions
I might as well be 'splodin'
Pain in my heart
Makin' me die
I don't feel like I'll survive

If I choose suicide what will you decide
I can see it in your eyes your the reaper in disguise
Making me hate this life take my soul with your scythe
All these mother f*ckers can't see the tears in my eyes

My life is a seam
Everything's slipping out it seems
My mind can no longer dream ya just like a fiend
Come and write my rhymes
Baby I know you need some time
I look like I don't mind
But hey, 'cause I know you're mine