I'm not who I was
You can drop the act now
You fell out of love
When I caught onto what it was
Now I'm hooked on the feeling of the space you left
Doesn't make sense if I think too much about it
But I'll fixate on all the things you kept
Just to make something out of something that don't exist
I won't try to call on you to try and make it up
I'm done with holding
I would let it all fall before I pick the pieces up
Just my compulsion
You would never call on me cause that's just who you are
The one that broke it
And I watched it all fall through but it took so much
No I couldn't help it
Can't call my bluff
So I wouldn't expect you to
But I've had enough
I don't get anything from you
And I'll weep like a child
Because you used to warm this house
But it's been a while
You can't even start the spark now
And I'm hooked on the feeling of the space you left
Doesn't make sense if I think too much about it
But I'll fixate on all the things you kept
Just to make something out of something that don't exist
I won't try to call on you to try and make it up
I'm done with holding
I would let it all fall before I pick the pieces up
Just my compulsion
You would never call on me cause that's just who you are
The one that broke it
And I watched it all fall through but it took so much
No I couldn't help it
I'm done with holding
Just my compulsion
I'm done with holding
Just my compulsion