People Pleaser Fever Video (MV)

Why do people always compliment my confidence?
All I think about is how I shouldn't self medicate
All I think about is all of my incompetence
All I do when I am lonely is self isolate
All I want is to be known for my obedience
I just try to stifle all of my self consciousness
Am I just the one that seemed the most convenient?
I'm pondering mortality and consequence
Oh I'm wandering again
I'm too scared to talk to strangers so I don't know where I am
Oh if you want me tell me when
I have a people pleaser fever and I'll give you as much of me as I can
Give as much of me as I can
Please forgive me I've never been a pessimist
I'm learning now that life is contradiction
I'm finding friends by being an impressionist
Is it naive that I don't think love's an addiction?
Oh I'm wandering again
I'm too scared to talk to strangers so I don't know where I am
Oh if you want me tell me when
I have a people pleaser fever and I'll give you as much of me as I can
Give as much of me as I can
There's a thunderstorm on at 8:29
I change the channel
Get it off my mind
It's 5:30 now
If I run I'll stay dry
Or stop at the curb
Take a minute to cry
It's uphill from here
I wish I brought water
I wish that I was their 2012 daughter
Teacher's pet tries for another gold star
And tries not to wander too far
I'm wandering again
Too scared to talk to strangers so I don't know where I am
If you want me tell me when
I've got a people pleaser fever and I'll give you as much of me as I can
Give as much of me as I can