Royal T - Chosen Lyrics

Last year was too much,
Enemy within self
Whispers and then rumors,
Had to take it back for my health
Who's to blame for my problems?
It's me and nobody else

Yuh, life it comes with stress,
Time is how we're blessed
To much of my day has been focused around what's next
Dark road, I walk alone out it around my neck
Put it around my wrist, I'm puffing up my
Chest tightened, I couldn't breathe, and my heart pumping bad tendencies
And this isolation it's killing me
But I can't move now, cause I'm scared to leave
When they talk me down, do I plan to speak?
Do I want to see where they're taking me?
My cuffs are locked, but I got the keys
Will I do what it takes to be free? Cause I'm
I'm chosen, I hear Him calling me, hold it
They'd kill me now if they notice
So, take control of emotions
I know I'm bent but ain't broken
Still, comfortable in this groaning
I can't get out without owning
A part of me I hate showing, I'm holding

Fasten this grip, pessimistic
Planned escape, but I'm scared I missed it
My bones are scraping, my hands are blistering
I'm falling down and I'm seeing crimson
Ain't pick me up but drag me the distance
How'd I get here? I should've listened
They marching on and I see the prison
I know He's calling, I hear them whispering

I wish that I picked that all the love I was given
I went on my way and I gave up my ticket
I fell into something that led me to sinning
I listen to voices that told me I'm missing
A Spirit that's been here before the beginning
And still it's gone be here long after the finish
Told me I don't need Him and I shouldn't see Him
And all that I need was their vision of freedom
All that I'm seeing so I'm feeling beaten
They threw me in cages, I'm facing a legion
I Been here too long and my spirits been weakened
I still want a chance but I'm scared if I leave it
They'll see me and tear and break me to pieces
I can't help but freezing, I'm stuck on my knees and
Ain't willing to move but I can't be defeated
Now I hear a voice and I'm seeing the beacon

I'm chosen
Can't take that step, I think my heart is frozen
It kills me in the moment just not knowing
But I can't wait to long, my window closing
Can't reach but I can see Your on the throne and
Will I go where you're showing?
My insecurities growing
Believing in what they've spoken
Takes me out of the moment
Puts me out at my lowest
Leaving my peace stolen
So as that cold wind blows in
I've given up on hoping

Break my heart, break my chains
Break my thoughts, break my name
Make me Yours, make me whole
Mend my soul, take me home
Break my heart, break my chains
Break my thoughts, break my name
Make me Yours, make me whole
Mend my soul, take me home

Time in a day (uh)
How many moments can I waste?
Wishing I could take a stand and change (uh)
Default my decision down to fate (uh)
I Don't wanna make a new mistake (uh)
I just need a little sun to break (uh)
I didn't want to risk it all away (uh)
But I think I wanna risk it all today (uh)
Come on tell where the fear and pride is
Waiting for the time I close my eyelids
Break chains and I'll break the silence
Yell it out, draw them into fighting
My time I can see the light and
I take the bed and prop it up, I'm hiding
On the cell, shaking it, it's violent
Cracked walls and they step inside it

So I'm Taking this bling off my wrist, pop up (pop up)
Taking out fiends on my six
Turn back to the King, I can't miss
Til doubt, fear, pride, don't exist
Knowing that my life is worth all the risk
I'mma put it on the line until this thing clicks
Fighting but I'm slowly losing my grip
And Just when I think I reaching my end
The light comes in

I'm chosen
Taking this first step, my heart is open
Yeah It's my moment and I know it
I'm done waiting, I'm done dreaming, I'm done closing up
Can't reach but I can see Your on the throne and
I will go where Your showing
My confidence is growing
Believing what You've spoken
Takes me out my lowest
Gives me back what was stolen
As that cold wind blows in
I know this my moment
Only rely on hoping

Gotta be fear the first one to go
Not living it the past or future no more
Now I gotta Holy Ghost that's haunting my soul
And He ain't gonna let face these alone
Lust for the green, the girls, and the throne
Anything to make me feel like I'm on
I know its gonna rot on earth with my bones
And I can't take the glory all for my own
Started with the pride and doubt that I chose
Fell in love with the darkness til it grew cold
Hate that I let them into my zone
Didn't know they would stick around for this long (this long)
And So I threw a prayer to my Lord (My Lord)
And he killed it off at the source
Now I'm solely hearing His voice
He said "Son I'm taking you home"
So, take me home