Ryan Michael - Balance Lyrics

You've got it all wrong
I'm just making songs
I need to feel strong
Where do I belong
I loved this for so long
I'll do this for so long
Don't tell me to calm
Music world in my palm

One minute you're happy
One minute you're mad at me
I just want to be happy so why can't you be glad for me

I'll live my whole life trying to find balance
How long will it take to realize I'll never find it
Someone tell me if this is a curse or a talent
Right or wrong, tell me who have I been

Would you have done this if you knew it would happen
Did you look in my eyes and see something tragic
I hate to think about you when I'm writing these ballads
I'm trying to let go and finally be balanced

I know, these girls, all seem to be like you
I don't want someone controlling me, don't tell me what to do
You added, to the stress but
My night changed when you wore that dress
Too many headaches, I need to destress
This is a process, feels like no progress
Now my life is looking like a mess
You were the reason I guess

More or less, I've been feeling all of this
Your absence made me access
A new mind set so I digressed
Love is the only thing I wanted to express
Relationships we both could finesse
But after a year I have to confess
My thoughts are demons that I've suppressed
You were the only person I wanted to impress

I'll live my whole life trying to find balance
How long will it take to realize I'll never find it
Someone tell me if this is a curse or a talent
Right or wrong, tell me who have I been

Would you have done this if you knew it would happen
Did you look in my eyes and see something tragic
I hate to think about you when I'm writing these ballads
I'm trying to let go and finally be balanced

FaceTime, it's time to face
The fact I don't remember your face
Date night, choose the place
Took all my money like a briefcase
Real love, was that fake
I thought our times together was always great
Now there's no trace of your grace
Love is just another thing that I chase