Ryan Michael - Confessions Lyrics

Yeah

Feel obsessed or feel depressed
I'm tired of feeling all of this
Failing math because I care about music
I don't care for numbers, I want to do this
Tell me you aren't invincible
I felt that when my heart went so cold
Smile just to relieve the pressure
Of why aren't you already better

I'm the type of tired that sleep doesn't help
Someone get me out of this emotional hell
Writing makes it all come back
Feelings from when I wrote it, it attacks
A chance for a positive mind
Here it goes again for another time
Takes a heartbreak to write tons of lyrics
Rather be happy then have to do this
Left on read, notifications I don't get any
My thoughts worth less than a penny
You wouldn't listen even if you were asking me
After all the texts, you didn't appreciate me

This is some deep shit right here

I have to confess I'm not perfect
I have to confess I'm an addict
I have to confess I am a reject yeah

I spend too much on the internet
I worry if I'll be someone you accept
I stress about always being correct

I need to learn some more respect
I should focus on more than checks
This music is about to take effect

This effect on my life is something strange
I understand my life again
This isn't something that I can explain
This isn't something that I can contain

Maybe I don't deserve a second shot
It didn't work even when I gave it all I got
Maybe after all this time I'm too far gone
It gets harder every day when love is forgotten
My whole life fell apart after that autumn
Life got so cold at the bottom
Now I approach everyone with caution
Who's going to hurt me this time, it's common
Your sweet voice is something foreign
I'm sorry my roots were something rotten
All these apology letters that I'm jotting
Will soften the fall down to the coffin

Old soul but with new pain
Watch this world drain
Everything out of me
When I'm happy you can see it in my music, in my lyrics
Now every time I go to do this I fear it damn

I have to confess I'm not perfect
I have to confess I'm an addict
I have to confess I am a reject yeah

I spend too much on the internet
I worry if I'll be someone you accept
I stress about always being correct

I need to learn some more respect
I should focus on more than checks
This music is about to take effect

This effect on my life is something strange
I understand my life again
This isn't something that I can explain
This isn't something that I can contain

It's too common, I'm sorry if I judge ya
Everyone says the worlds not above ya
But I feel controlled by the world I was born into
And do what everyone else does is what I always seem to I do

I don't let people get close anymore
I lost the person who knew the most and what for
Who do I trust with the secrets in my life anymore
Are my friends really there for mine anymore
(Shit i'm done)