The next chapter is dread
All these words in my head, won't go away
Carry them till I'm dead, no stow aways
I don't want it to end, for another day
Keep it going, keep my head straight
The heart in my chest, it's gone MIA
There's nothing in this world to keep us safe
Act like there's nothing bothering me
Every single stream is celebratory
Cuz honesty I gave this no expectation
I just got tired of the waiting
For my thoughts to come out in the open
Hope you praying and you hoping
That you will quit your moping
And realize that you are chosen
That you were chosen
Come on tell me what does that mean
There's a whole other side
When I tell you bout my life
Do I complain all the time
Do you get what it's like
Have you been up the hill that I've gone it's a hike
Feel great all of the sudden like a spike
Of happiness but you got reasons to be sad
You got reasons to feel bad
You got reasons you ain't glad
Have you been feeling enough of that
Trust me cuz I have
Suddenly I turned my life around cuz I've had enough of that
Quitting dread I'm done feeling it in my head
I can't just sit on my bed and wish I was dead