Hate that I have decided
To keep things and choose to hide it
Stuff it in my closet with the others
They still don't away they just smother
All the thoughts that'll I'll have a life without it
Life without all the burdens in my closet
This beat could be the happiest but you know with rapping you just get
All these feelings that I spit I repeat all the questions that my mind wants to met
I just look in my closet and see the things I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
All these memories I keep on taking them for granted
Didn't they keep me on track when I was slanted
Didn't they keep me from going off that hill that night
Didn't they keep me from losing my mind
No matter what I have it'll go away
No matter what I get it won't go away
Open up the doors and see what I hide today
All these parts of my past just hid away
Yeah I know I pushed away the help
I didn't talk to you cuz I blamed myself
I didn't want to bring you down
Here's a picture to remember me now
Say I ain't depressed say I'm not a mess
Say I have tons of friends scared boy at best
I won't do this forever but I do it like the rest
Right now to get shit off my chest
So don't come and act like your my friend
And say that you will be here till the end
I choose to make this project cuz I wanted to
All these songs will keep me going cuz I want to