Ryan Michael - Where I Went Lyrics

I had to delete all my favorite messages
From what you and I used to text, it was a blessing and
I knew it went downhill when we started undressing and
Now my mind is just spitting less images
Because I don't want to start remembering
The love that we had and lost indefinite
It just causes pain so I try to start forgetting it
But I go back to that time to make the music
To help others that are just going through it
Because I was there and this is where I went
To escape the world and all the places I've been
Trying to make it work but it sounds like nonsense
Head spinning around sure makes you nauseous
I used to be happy and then I just lost it
I think about it time to time clear and conscious
I've been cautious so it's easier to move on
I've been loving less so I'm not too far gone
I gave it my all or that's what it seems
I used to love sleeping cuz of you I had dreams
Now I hate it because when I go to close my eyes
There's nothing to stop me going back in my mind
There's nothing to distract from going back to that time
To when I just started and showed you my lines
You liked the poems when they were about you
But I have demons inside and they were coming through
In the lyrics I wrote all the pain in my heart
And you left before I could even make a start
Of this thing I created it took lots of time
And I want to prove it to you it was worth every rhyme
So when I make it remember when you were mine
And see how I've grown that's how time flys
I had to delete all my favorite messages
From what you and I used to text, it was a blessing and
I knew it went downhill when we started undressing and
Now my mind is just spitting less images
Because I don't want to start remembering
The love that we had and lost indefinite
It just causes pain so I try to start forgetting it
But I go back to that time to make the music
To help others that are just going through it
Because I was there and this is where I went
To escape the world and all the places I've been
I've been distant to make sure I don't screw up
Holding hard feelings we should make up
Used to be young and free now I feel held up
Heart was broken it's easy to close up
You have feelings? I can't my hands are tied up
I don't want you to know me so I'm giving up
On trying to tell my story while I'm making it up
Right here and right now, I'm writing enough
I'm writing enough
I'm writing enough
I'm writing
I've been writing enough
I had to delete all my favorite messages
From what you and I used to text, it was a blessing and
I knew it went downhill when we started undressing and
Now my mind is just spitting less images
Because I don't want to start remembering
The love that we had and lost indefinite
It just causes pain so I try to start forgetting it
But I go back to that time to make the music
To help others that are just going through it
Because I was there and this is where I went
To escape the world and all the places I've been