Sad Monkey - Lost, Pt. 2 (Drowning) Lyrics

I am so lost
Hands reaching out
Surface disappearing
Lights fading out
I'll just keep on drowning
I touch the ground
Am I too far down

Yeah, look
I got a frozen brain
Ice doesn't melt it shatters
Pieces melt into water
It swells and just gets fatter
Yeah, and the more ice that remains
The longer it will take
To go back to the same
Goof ball of energy
Everyone thought was insane

But I'm drowning in this liquid
It submerged my mind
My thoughts engulfed and
Under-waters where you'll find
That I'm drowning
It's an internal fight
My mind as cold as ice
It's like I got frostbite

But I still feel it burning
Trinna fight but I'm hurting
It's hard to do what's right
When your tossin' and turnin'
Like you can't sleep at night
But it's water that you're in
With the surface outta sight
And the war you try to fight

Nobody's on your side
Nobody as a guide
I can't see the tide
But I still try to hide
The pressure that's inside
It's a bumpy ride
Still I try not to mind

The people passing and going
Trinna help but not showing
Any attention to you
It's getting dark and I'm not glowing
Wondering how you could end up here
Like why the water to go in
Why not just chill on the beach with ya
Hands glued to the head like a sew-in

I am so lost
Hands reaching out
Surface disappearing
Lights fading out
I'll just keep on drowning
Till I touch the ground
Am I too far down

Yeah, look
I'm so deep now that I can't even feel
The tidal waves on the surface
Life's an illusion, what's real
Someone pick up my trace
Water has my life to steal
As if I ever even had a place

It feels somewhat thrilling
Yet I'm alone in space
Slowly drifting but not healing
Expressing confusion on my face

It's dark down here, I can't see or hear
But I still see the surface, still visible and clear
Look, sometimes hope just disappears
And lets me die alone in fear.
But other times hope is dear,
And I also consider swimming near
To the top of the water, this clear beer
Surrounding, and intoxicating my sincere
Consciousness spinning, dizzy
I forgot which way to steer

I'm just sick and tired
Gotta do things on my own
All I see is water
And the road is long and cold
I just need some fire
And the right way will unfold
Where is my desire
Where is my home

And I'm still drowning
And I'm still drowning
I am still, still

And I'm still drowning
And I'm still drowning
I am still, drowning