[ Featuring Døz ]
We went from late night calls, now I'm hanging by a thread
Went from late night talks, now I'm trapped inside my head
I'm still holding on to someone I don't need
And maybe time can heal all wounds, or maybe I can finally find my peace
And tell me how you moved on without me
Man, I thought we'd be the ones that they talked about
And tell me how your heart healed easily
You said that you couldn't live without me
And I saw you dye your hair
And I picked up the smokes again
Falling back into my bad habits
I'll be looking for you until the end
And you changed your name in my phone to the one with our inside jokes
Didn't know I could feel this alone
What'd you do with the letters that I wrote
And did you burn them like you burned all the bridges
And the memories of our failing love
Why you acting like you gotta be so distant
Was all my effort never enough
And I don't even know how to tell you
But I've been off these drugs again
And I don't even know if you could help too
Because this is as bad as it gets
And I know I tend to fade away
I lose my mind every single day
I look for a new drug just to take
Just to feel OK
Just to feel OK
And I know I tend to fade away
I lose my mind every single day
I look for a new drug just to take
Just to feel OK
Just to feel OK
And they say that love's contagious
But I think that I'm immune
And they say that pills are dangerous
Oh, but I think I'll take those too
I'm drowning myself in my emotions
I'm starting to hate all the commotion
Now I'm taking these pills for my sorrow
I pray to God hoping I don't see tomorrow
And don't say you miss me one more time
I lie to myself, say I'm fine
Here we go again down the same roads
I'ma put myself back down this spiral
