Sometimes i feel everything at once
Other times i feel nothing at all
You can say it's a gift and a curse
But why would i be gifted with this curse
Why must i endure the beauty of these consequences
And bask in this melody of emotions
Why is it that i get no answers to the questions i ask
Is it too much
Or perhaps, is it not enough
These are things i ask myself everyday
Sometimes i'm scared
And sometimes i'm not