Wandering the city all I do is contemplate
The moments we created, coulda swore that it was fate
Used to tracing all of the lines on your face
Now the only part of you that still remains
Are the echoes of you in my head
The people passing by don't see the pain
No matter when I try I can't forget
Your whispers are haunting I'm lonely and exhausted
Your words cut deeper every time i think of what was said
It makes it worse when I'm pretending like I never loved you, but I did
I ache for the silence of your presence
I used to shine bright, now I am dimmed and empty
Oh I might crack a bottle
I've been feeling bottled up
I'll paint these corners
Red like all my horrors
Cravings of your touch
Stick around and that's really messed me up
Been going numb like I'm paralyzed
When's it gonna be over
I clarified all your lies and now we're no more
But my minds still colliding with the thoughts of
You and I
And why we split
But lately
Your words cut deeper every time i think of what was said
It makes it worse when I'm pretending like I never loved you, but I did
I ache for the silence of your presence
I used to shine bright, now I am dimmed and empty
Oh I might crack a bottle
I've been feeling bottled up
I'll paint these corners
Red like all my horrors