Yeah
The devil on my shoulder pretty mindful
Maybe it's a piece of my subconscious trying to blind him
I was only trying to find myself
On the way I found you'll never get a crying for help
Maybe it's toxic masculinity?
Nah I was raised by women
My ADD in school never let me pay attention
They started shoving pills down me like a wishing well
Only wish I had after that I could return to feel myself
Fill in the blank only taking what was destined for me
Only manifest never neglectful of what's inside of me
Something like a prodigy product of living honestly
Ain't a product of prada jeans
They broke their promise see?
Written in the prophecy
Took a couple of hits that never softened me
Reminisce on shawty take a shot for me
That's a friend to you but he an opp to me
Always off the poppy slow cooking in the studio like collard greens
As far as my complexion goes I'm heavily rested
I'm light skinned with flight tendencies don't needa flex it
I'm a red pen correction
The only selection outside of the box
Yeah you niggas is FedEx I'm fed up with headaches from your bullshittin'
Don't know which way to go
I'm looking like I'm on a roll
I'll fake it till I make it they will never know
Stuck in tribulations I step over so complacent
Dodging all this misplaced hatred
Gotta get it with my soul (gottta get)
Cause Ima be the best
Told myself that I don't even need the crown
Focus on devotion of holding the ones that hold me down
Postponing the ghostin' you niggas acting shady now
Tell me they gon' need a whole army just to take me down
Please take your grievances up with the lobby
Only real ones around me she want me like molly
I'm just trying to cop a deal
40 hour work week then hit the studio to tell you how I feel yeah