You claim you made me
Cultivated seeds
Others envied me
For what they could perceive
You spread a falsity
A fake reality
Broke me behind the scenes
I been up
Been down
Been kicked
Around
Chewed up
Spit out
Swear you're sorry now
But I don't do that kind of thing
Build ya up until it rains
I let your light control my days
Bent myself in different ways for you
Why did I bend myself in different ways
For you?
You
I got too comfortable
With the uncomfortable
I let you down I know
Gained too much self control
Know you preferred when we
We had no boundaries
When you could control me
Loved when you muted me
I been up
Been down
Been kicked
Around
Chewed up
Spit out
Swear you're sorry now
But I don't do that kind of thing
Build ya up until it rains
I let your light control my days
Bent myself in different ways for ya
Why did I bend myself in different ways
For you?
You
Some days I can't breathe
Strangled by anxiety
Damn it gets so hard to sleep
My potential tauntin' me
I been waiting patiently
To be my priority
Makes me wonder
What I'm doin'
Then I struggle
Goin' under
Some days I can't breathe
Strangled by anxiety
Damn it gets so hard to sleep
My potential tauntin' me
I been waiting patiently
To be my priority
Makes me wonder
What I'm doing
Then I struggle
Goin' under