Small Thoughts - Control Pt. 2: Confession of a Lost Soul Lyrics

Not one to believe and not one to be forgiven
A tendency to deceive has conceived my religion
No other man I can be than her fueling my addiction
A hope in her eyes that my lies kept on killing
No trust to be heard in the words that she cursed
I clang to the hurt feeding my self-destructive urge
Couldn't try to forget, put my head in the dirt
Can't find reality, everything's still a blur

And I could just try to leave
I could just try to leave
Maybe I should just leave

Maybe I should just leave
Maybe I should just leave and be at peace
With all the things I've done wrong
I could find somewhere that I belong
Where I don't worry about it
Where I don't worry about it